Monday, November 16, 2015
Miss you so much, I will never hear your voice til I am with you again. My heart is breaking, I went to call you when I got excited about something and then got terribly upset knowing I can't ever do that again. So sorry Mom, I feel horrible for not spending as much time with you as I should have. I will live with guilt til my last day. Just know that I don't want to leave the world early, so I will see you when I get there, Love you, and I will I will try to make it through the Holidays with a smile on my face, but I know it will be Fake. Fake til you make it is what Taylor says. R.I.P. All My Love Forever in my heart, always have you as a part of me.
