Saturday, January 23, 2021
To my Big Bro, I miss you terribly. I cannot believe that you have left this Earth as you were so strong and overcame what most could not bear. I am blessed that happy memories have flooded my mind. You had such an amazing and deep knowledge of music and you shared it to the delight of others. You loved to play your guitar, and we played together with me on the organ. We both shared a love of writing and wrote so many letters to each other, and I kept them all. Back in November when we were packing up to move, I re-read some old letters you wrote when you were in the Navy. I only wish that you had one of your books published, but you always had the dream. That itself is an accomplishment as so many of us forget how to even reach for a dream. You used to love getting clothes from Mom for Christmas and would try them on as soon as you opened the box. Kirsten reminded me how you used to drive us anywhere we wanted when we were kids. Remember when we explored the woods? I always felt safe when you were there. I know you are in the Kingdom, happily exploring and going on new adventures. You can let yourself be you, unabashedly outgoing and friendly to a fault, and all will delight in your amazing mind. I could write my own book about you, but cannot do it here. When I go to the Kingdom, I will be looking for you to take my hand and show me what you have discovered! I love you so much and rejoice that you are in peace in one of the many mansions. Love, your Little Sis Carla
